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Embodied Self-portraiture and Female Self-actualisation

Self-portraiture carries with it the almost occult-like promise of self-knowledge. Embodied self-portraiture positions the body in the art-making process as both the source of knowledge and the subject to be known not through simple self-representation, but the creation of self. As women create embodied self-portraits they inherently encounter the initial paradoxes of subjectivity, namely that they are both a subject of experience and an object in the world. What happens when a woman creates a self-portrait and encounters the paradox of her own objecthood? What challenges or barriers arise? And what can we learn about women's experience of paradox as she moves through the act of self-actualisation?

This PhD project, being undertaken at Kingston University London, explores how embodied self-portraiture can be used to ask and answer

philosophical questions about women's pathways towards self-actualisation, as well as the barriers they encounter. ​ Through arts practice-as-research and curation of embodied self-portraiture, the project critiques broader frameworks for how we have formalized and theorized the embodied and self-actualised subject. 

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Research

The research is broken down into stages in order to explore embodied methods of self-portraiture in critiquing self-actualisation; historical self-portraits and their ability to highlight social, political and ideological barriers towards women self-actualising; and examine curational practices of self-portraiture. 

How do we tell the story of Feminism?

How do we tell the story of feminism? This seminar intends to explore various methodologies feminists have used to articulate feminist history. By examining key texts like the Oxford Handbook of Feminist Theory and Only Paradoxes to Offer, it  will delve into various approaches and critiques of the story of feminism. This exploration highlights some of the challenges of creating a cohesive feminist narrative by emphasizing the paradoxes in women’s lived experiences and theoretical frameworks. Finally, the session will propose a new methodology for telling feminist narratives through arts-practice as theory.

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Questions and collaboration requests are welcome.

If you are a researcher, a maker, or a curator interested in this research please get in touch.

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